The real me

How do I see kat?Is the question that for so long I think I lost her.And started being what some others wanted her to be.Who is kat she is a girl who loves writing poetry and acting on stage.She is shy at first but then she is a great friend to you.To me the girl in the mirror is her.She was broken and damaged so many times.But now she is seeing that they don't have to control her anymore that way.She has scars but they wont define her anymore.I am tired of holding things in.I am going to college for them not me but I am not one to give up.Maybe the kat i see is the one who had to grow up way to soon.With having two boys of her own and her nephews being born.She never got that childhood she had before.All the things that happened with her family messed her up inside.Hated my brother for hitting my nephew and then those stupid cops forcing me to see him be put into handcuffs and taken to jail.Mother fuckers wanted to act like i couldn't see why my brothers hands where behind his fuck back.I think for me i have had so much anger inside i forgot what it was i wanted in my life.The kat i am is going to come out now no more holding back if there are times i slip be there but let me get up on my own.I am very independent let me be it.

How do you see me?

How do you see kat?



The truth tell me how it is you see kat and hold nothing back i need to know so that is can help to figure out who it is i really am.