angry

My mind is off tonight and who am i thinking about but stupid ass daniel.why i don't know i wish i did.thinking about that time he choose lizzy over everything.maybe because of the crap going on with jon or something just so mad that it is driving me nuts.i hate that crap.i hate everything going on that is going on that i can't stand it.my mind is racing in all different directions.that it makes no fucking sense to me at all.i just can't stand it.lord make all the bad memories of the people that have hurt me go away.i don't want it anymore.i don't need it.i am ready to move forward.get my life together.show me the way to trust him lord.show me that he wants to be with me and not harely i need to know lord.before i go insane.make this wedding happen i need it.i love you lord.