Anger

What is with everyone thinking I have to be this innocent good little bitch.I'm not anyones bitch and being told I am what the fucking hell is up your god damn ass people.I am about 3 seconds away from killing maria with my bare hands because matt was dumb enough to bring his wife here.You already have a hell here with myself and lily now through the bitchy pregnant lady and it is hell.So while nic and matt drink i have to deal with maria and lily try to get this house fucking clean watch noah and shania and now brandon bella nicholas stephanie and adrian.Someone fucking kill me please because I can't take this shit anymore.It is give me a fucking drink or a ciggerate before I kill everyone in this god damn fucking house.And still trying to get over caden does this shit ever fucking end?Or do i just make it end by killing myself why does anyone care anymore?I am better off not being here.