mystic fings

What does it mean to be free?Well for me i will never know because i will never be free.I made a choice a long time ago and everyone needs to get it in their damn fucking heads that i can leave san jancito hate johnny or daniel but you know i will never be free of them.I will never get away.I have done too many things wrong in my life that i will never be free.And they need to get it in their fucking heads logan but me in fucking charge for a damn reason.but god as i told you i am not logan i can't be him i can't do the things he does.talking to him again and seeing the logan i know.the one who can tell when i am faking being okay.and can tell when something is wrong even though he wont say anything in front of others.he is a great person.and i just hope there is a way for people to see mystic fings no longer defines me.being daniels girl no longer defines me.i now define me.well at least i hope i can define me.